It’s time for me to write again. I know that because I’m putting it off…I’m a habitual procastinator. There are a lot of things I look forward to writing about in the next few weeks, if I dont forget them…I suffer from memory loss too.
When I have so much to say, why is it so hard to say it? I censor myself to everyone in my life. It is the only polite, civilized way to be. I know I bite my tongue even when I write this blog. There are those who I know will read it for sure and even more who I dont even know are reading it, both groups have opinions and perceptions of me based on my words. But I dont want to just say things people want to hear! I haven’t lied in my past blogs…but I also don’t fully flesh out all of my thoughts.
Lately, everything that comes out of my mouth is just not quite right. Hopefully my fingers will be more eloquent! A friend of mine was telling me about a study that had proven when you write whats on your mind, it frees your mind up and helps you not to stress out. So I’m recommitting to my blog and the idea that I can write things here I can’t say in real life. So as I said a few months ago: Here’s to trying…
